This year things have been going on differently, showing different sides weather on the inside or on the outside...... somethings that were never mentioned were mentioned,somethings that were never made were made....and all together i'd say it's the begining of something i intend to finish.
starting with the briefing of the fun news
- my mother decided to make the "ka7k" at home this year for the first time in her life.... and it was pretty sucessful,actually i dont remember eating "ka7k" that tastes that good before
-unlike every year having the first days in ramadan the most special days.... this year the last days of ramadan has been the special days...ones i'd probably remember for the rest of my life as a special ramadan....
with that being said =) well i'd like to declare one thing... for the second time in my life i can say from the bottom of my heart, with all the faith in the world... i am blessed by Allah (swt) more than perhaps all the people in the world... weather it is for the chances that Allah give me, or with all the blessings of being able to see what people cant see, hear the sound of my heart or being with someone i am determined to stay with ba3d ezn Allah...... i am happy and i can say that i am blessed because my work is something that i love and cherish....and my friends, the ones that are still out there and the ones right here... and the ones who moved on and got engaged or the ones who passed on or passed away...all together,wherever they are whatever they are doing had a time when we were,still together
and most of all god blessed me with all the levels of love within me, and blessed me with a person so special to shine my life and guide me to that second chance...that second time i am told, you can be happy.
as for the future plans, well i will work this moment for the next, and the next moment for the one after,and for every moment, i will be happy isA doing what i like, and be isA with the one i love,my future plans are not something beyond me but something i know i can take..... not because of my strength or brains or anything that selfish...but becayse of the strength god gave me and the support of the person i need to support me among the humans....so i thank Allah for it all..... for my parents loving that person i love, for Allah giving me that person to love, for all those blessings and times when i thought everything is over but Allah kept me going on till i reached this place i am in now.... may Allah give me the strength i need to go on.... and perhaps to some of those who read think is this out of weakness.... well actually it is ...but that is a weakness i am proud of, i am not weak or in need to any other human or creature no matter how great they are or how blessed they are... i will only be weak to my god and i will only live with my head held up high,proud of being the person i am..with the people i am with.... not above them or below them...not better than people or worse....only living with them and among them...loving them and caring for them....and never letting those i love out of my hands....not suffocating them nor staying away....but being there able to let the shadows of our hands that extent from out hearts connect.... in the moon light or in the presence of the sun....shining more than our own souls.... All thanks to Allah. for letting us be alive long enough to see and love and hear and most of all smile
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