Good things and bad things, feelings and emotions,success and failure all come our way, the same goes for friendship and love, you dont go looking for friendship or love but they find you somehow. with a person or two for friends,and a single person for love.
But who is the person do you call "friend", is it the person you hang out with, the person who hears you, the person who shares their times with you? or perhaps all of those together, you never know, but for me i think that a friend is someone who'd hear your soul, not your words...just like that friend of mine,=D ignores all my requests really, but when it comes down to when i need him he is there, without a word to say either way,he steps in and stays.... doing nothing but making a statment, i am here beside you, i will be here and all the way to there through the time.
those kind of people fate send to you in small packages, to find that person who you'd call a friend from the heart,they are one or two, five if you are exremely lucky...for the syncronization of souls have it's limits.But what about othe people,what do they count for...those people are companions,comrads,partners that we all cherich.....you see the difference is a friend is a title you take from someone, it's so special...perhaps that is why i hate those who go around saying it in a manner of speaking...like that guy i dont even know and he is talking "mosh keda bardo ya sa7by" translated "isn't that so friend" i mean an insult to the word is just beyond comparison if you really think it through... while companionship,being a comrad is something you give to people...it's the love of your people, or love to the people, weather you know them directly or not,weather you belong to the same college or nationality or religon ..or for some people like me the same race,being a human ...or even being a creature created by Allah (swt).
So it's part giving and part taking, part saving and part spending...part being happy for being sad because it made you realize what is important to you...part being sad for being happy for you couldnt share it with everyone you should've shared it with.... it's all about balancing that big stack of feelings that pile with every breath you take, trying to stay the same through your ups and downs..... keeping those you love close to you but not close enough to suffocate them
So for all my friends out there, you know who you are, you gave me the title...for you who realized my happiness and helped me throug the sadness, well =) simply,without any complex words said, you colored my life, i wont suffocate that color that came from the white light that you shined upon my life,comming from that sun of yours that comes and goes as the clouds come and go..but eventually and certainly is here with me weather my blurry eyes can see it or not that body of mine, that heart of mine and that mind of mine are all feeling you within,dwelling and staying there....... so all of my and my friends... i wont thank you, i will ask God that i'd be the sun in your lives as well....
till part two
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