Since Yesterday I've been a little ill, but somehow waking up today i felt like working, wanting to go forward so that I'd finish college as fast and efficient as i possibly can, doing so I ended up working for two or three hours then being too ill i sleep for an hour or two then I wake up and study again...doing so over and over until it was time to eat,I guess those days, the one after Ramadan are the ones that really give you the true meaning of fasting, you begin to see wisdom in doing that fasting and i guess it will be my ritual for meditation and clearing my mind every now and then.......

I want to make sure that I don't forget what is important at the moment ,or that will come in the next moment..for that reason i am working harder than ever, for the moment to come after so that i wouldn't be a child or even an adult with no sense of responsibility, I want to go ask for the privilege of being with the one I love from her parents as i am proud and worthy, not just that .... it's not about being not good enough because frankly I think I am but because I am I should be responsible enough to support a family, I will work for the sake of being who I am and for the sake of being useful in this world so that I may meet Allah as he is pleased with me, and so that I would be with the one I want to see happy the most and make her happy being someone that not only her but her trust ones can count on.

I wont stop,I don't know the future but I have faith in Allah (swt) and so I will walk to the future happy with the outcome.After I do all I have to do with all my might.