just watched paper towns, i think its so true it hurts. Time did pass me by and i never realized its not coming back. I still remember in the distance the feelings I've had and the memories I've shared. I still remember putting my days vs nights , living to the fullest and having a laugh from the heart . I still remember Nelly , still breathing . I vaguely remember the first time i told a girl i liked her on her birthday while giving her the guitar she always wanted.

Its been a life worth living, and perhaps I still want to live it once more, a job is not supposed to restrain you , its supposed to empower you and energize you. Thats probably why  I am thinking I would leave my so called success behind and start finding something that makes me feel alive once more . Perhaps its a journey that I have to take