our seprate ways

it was on the hour of a sunset in the day in which a friend of mine
immagrated to america, i was sad with a single tears moving slowly
down my face freezing half way.... that day i stood by a beach
the sands were golden orange and the sea was gleaming with the
reflection of the colours of the sun giving it a red glittery look.

just then i looked by my side when i saw that girl who i've never seen
before in my life, she had wavy brown hair which looked just like the
sea before both of us....she was wearing a long dress with troi care
sleeve ... the wind was going through her hair moving it gentely to
the left..when her face was revieled tears were rolling down her
cheecks.

we sat together in scilence, for some reason even though we never
really knew wat our pain was ,scilence seemed to be the most suited
words to say..

as the sun went down sinking into the sea and the moon became clear up
in the sky , i remember i never saw stars so obvious in the skies,
even for a dream it was incridable

we stayed there till it was dawn once again, we both wrote in two
papers our problems even though we never read them we just put them in
an old green glass bottle , then we planted it in the same spot where
we were sitting
and for the first time i ve seen her face with a smile upon it ......
she told me thank you ...the she left

that was the last i ve seen from her ..... but since that year on in
the same day i would come to the same spot and spend the night ...
write a letter for her put it in a bottle and plant it in the same
place

.....now i am 64 years old , i came to the beach with my walking stick
in one hand and an empty bottle in another ... the sun is setting, its
looks like the same day when we first met

the tear seemed to roll down my eyes again, when i felt a hand on my back
when i looked i saw a young women about the mid 20s

she looked awfully familiar, i knew i saw that hair once before ,
those glittering hazal eyes ..with that gold glow in them were
unfrogetable ..... she looked like the one i saw 35 years ago,though
it wasnt her

she had the same smile though....... she told me that she was the
daughter of the girl i met , she passed away two months before and she
told her to come in the same time to that beach to find me

then she reached for her bag ... it was terykoo made .... she pulled
out an old green bottle ... it was the same in which we wrote ur
first messeges

i opened it and read the message in there ..... it said

" Dear mohamed

i came as well every year and for 34 years u ve always managed to
cheer me up knowing that even though we never saw each other and even
though we werent meant to be together we still cared for each other
and i knew i always had someone with me for all my years of life
caring for me without even knowing who i was ....
i want you to know that i never forgot about you and wanted to write
for you but never did ....you understood my pain and my broken heart
without saying words now its time with my final words to tell you that
i ve given you a peice of my heart, always have just for you where no
one ever steped in and no one did in all my life

thank you for being there for me and i hope you take care of my
daughter for me ..

i will be meeting you once more in real but you ve always been with me
in my dreams, with every breathe i took ....

i now say goodbye with my love for you

goodbye"



when i read that tears came to my eyes yet i was smiling ....... i was
sad that she was dead but for some reason i knew that she is with me
.... living inside of me and that gave me a comfort......

i took out that message and folded it inside my pocket , then i took
my own letter for this year and thrown it as hard as my old arm can
into the sea

a single tear of happiness rolled down my eyes ...... then i looked at
the young lady before me ...she seemed to know a great deal of
information about me ....

we walked off the beach and we kept in touch ... she became my own
daughter and we spent holidays


....now as my days approach to an end i know that i ve lived to the fullest, i thank you for the life i ve had with you and without you, and hopefully we will be together in the next world or in another life